Category Archives: Alex

Industrial Psychology

  “Doing things that scare you actually makes you more confident. If you have the courage to take action, your confidence will follow. Every time you push yourself to speak when you’re nervous, act when you’re afraid, or get to


Bullhead City, Arizona ex·haus·tion iɡˈzôsCH(ə)n/ noun a state of extreme physical or mental fatigue. the action or state of using something up or of being used up completely. I worked 59 hours last week. If I counted all the hours


Whenever I’m in trouble I always ask myself the same question: What would Charles Barkley do? Bullhead City, Arizona I do not believe in myself. I believe in numbers. On any given day, I don’t know what my best is


Bullhead City, Arizona The world conspires to stress me. It instead works the muscle. I strain it till it snaps. It rebuilds. It’s stronger. The world pushes me harder and harder. I do not relent. The world has its designs.


Bullhead City, Arizona In the last six months, I have gone from San Jose to Prague to San Jose to Bullhead City to New York to Montreal to Bullhead City to New York To Montreal To New York to Bullhead

Rushing Through Thirty

Las Vegas, Nevada “If you never win one a WPT event, a WSOP event, or anything similar, what would that mean to you?” “Absolutely nothing.” It was then I knew I wasn’t a professional poker player anymore. “Rushing…through 30…I’m getting

Do Something

Queens, New York I got done with my three lessons today. Too much caffeine. Too much stress. How was I going to get done with anything? My mic isn’t working. My energy and focus aren’t what they used to be.

No Sleep Till Jersey

Bullhead City, Arizona This “life” thing can get quite confusing at times. There are moments of lucidity, sure. Then, “real life” takes its perch. The arrows descend. The mind wanders. I forget to eat. I’m convinced nothing I do amounts


  Bullhead City, Arizona 6/23/2017 00:00 09:00 Sleep 6/23/2017 09:00 11:30 Teaching 6/23/2017 11:30 12:30 Emails/Social Media 6/23/2017 12:30 13:00 Blogging 6/23/2017 13:00 13:30 Coffee 6/23/2017 13:30 17:30 America’s Cardroom Tournaments (-$320) 6/23/2017 17:30 18:00 Watching CFL Highlights/Cooling Down 6/23/2017

Rational Gaze

Bullhead City, Arizona 6/22/2017 00:00 01:00 Stress-Fueled Ranting/Computer Fixing 6/22/2017 01:00 09:00 Sleep 6/22/2017 09:00 10:30 Oneouter Podcast 6/22/2017 10:30 11:00 Breakfast 6/22/2017 11:00 11:30 Finding Male Therapist 6/22/2017 11:30 12:00 Fixing Laptop 6/22/2017 12:00 13:00 Blogging 6/22/2017 13:00 15:00