The only time I am sure I am tired is when I have trouble talking or typing about myself.Yesterday was a mediocre Sunday session. I final tabled the Sunday Mulligan with the chip lead, but finished fourth. Normally the $8,000+ score would be pretty helpful, but I got destroyed in [...] Read more »

In my bedroom, listening to Naty play her older guitar. Hard to get this tuned. Her song, “Peculiar Dream” still always makes me smile.So lovely the words pound, so lovely she loves me after a break down.Got her a new cell phone the other day, because the old one crapped [...] Read more »

I was arrogant heading into Sunday. In the words of my friends I was “gassed up.” I couldn’t miss for the last couple weeks. I didn’t play the $2,000 SCOOPs, because frankly I can’t afford it playing on my own. I did register for the $500s and such when I [...] Read more »

And I sent the hornet before you, which drove them out from before you, even the two kings of the Amorites; not with thy sword, nor with thy bow. - Joshua 24:12You know what would be a completely original idea for starting this blog? I should discuss how long it has [...] Read more »

I always expect something to piss me off when I open my email.The new medication has faltered. I have been unable to replace the one I was on for a few years. The first couple of weeks were exciting serotonin-fueled trips, but now I’m angry all the time and going off [...] Read more »

I wrote a blog that scared me. Mostly because I’m acting holier than thou, like Paulo Coelho. There needs to be a transition. I can’t write the same thing over and over. There will still be more casual blogs, because those are more fun for me to write.I am healing [...] Read more »

There is so much in this world worth recording. I only wish I had the time to weave in everything one person could see into some historic piece. Yet, while my capuring 0.01% of what is around me is beyond possible, we are all living this narrative. The impossibility of [...] Read more »

Everything makes sense in the group hug.My fiance, who will officially change her title to ‘wife’ in eight days, pouts after I answer her distractedly while working. I turn to her and open my arms playfully. Mayo, my poodle, takes a running sprint up to my lap. He buries his [...] Read more »

It’s been a while since I popped in here. Almost a couple weeks in fact. That probably wasn’t nice to do to anyone who cared about me. Make a post about starting a new medication, then drop off the face of the Earth.The truth is my medications have been a [...] Read more »

I’m concerned with documenting my life through words. This makes little sense considering I rarely reread my blog. At times, yes, an old blog post will come up, but reading it reminds me of how dumb I was.I’m finishing this book by Donald Miller, Through Painted Desserts. He’s giving the [...] Read more »