But You’re Still The Same

The crisis, at this point, seems to have been examined correctly. That and I have done everything I could.“One should never do wrong in return, nor mistreat any man, no matter how one has been mistreated by him.” – Socrates“Non-violence leads to the highest ethics, which is the goal of [...] Read more »

What You Gonna Do?

I was with my girlfriend and her friend on a street near her house, going to see a mutual friend of ours.We stopped for a second. This van pulled up. A kid was crying in the back, but not normal crying. The five-year-old was screaming bloody murder. My girlfriend, her [...] Read more »

Spew More

My secret in life can be explained as such:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a7e7_B9tBxQIn the game of life I’ve found that the spewtard kicks the nitbox’s ass every single time.I was listening to Adam Carolla recently. He was talking about how in life you either try to save every cent or just start earning.He brought [...] Read more »

Woke Up In A Dream Today

I don’t think I had a dream for the two years I was in the depths of my addiction. If I had one I certainly didn’t remember it.Normally I hate people who talk about their dreams, but this one stayed with me. I swear I’m writing it exactly as it [...] Read more »

How I’m Reacting To This Downswing

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KHe5wmcAs0AYesterday I went for a walk in the Parque Del Este here. It’s this beautiful park, just acres and acres of clear trails, trees, and wide open spaces to run around in. My girlfriend and I didn’t see another person the whole time. I let my dog off the leash [...] Read more »

Struggle Is Bliss

As I write this I´m in the midst of a stressful situation.I do not act like it is amazing this is happening. I did that for a lot of my life, but for whatever reason this world is meant to be tough. When so many things go right you don´t [...] Read more »

My Favorite Emcee Killed Himself

If you’re reading this, stay tuned, or just open every one of the links.  You’ll hear better hip hop than anything you’ve ever heard on the radio, and better material than what 99% of underground artists put out.My favorite emcee died. He apparently took his own life. He went by [...] Read more »